Pre-story, I often get dreams and intuition to help me during my life.
Around 1991, I was dragged on a psychic visiting a group of realtors in Tampa, FL. This woman said I would marry and have 4 children, but that it would not last and I would do everything in my power to keep the marriage. In 2003 or so I went through the final divorce.
I actually met my DM in a dream back between 2002 - 2004, more towards the latter and after my divorce. He came in a sharing dream, no sex or making love, but sharing the light, love, and glowing this white/soft yellow glow around us. I was very sad and he came to comfort me and give me hope. I had several dreams over the years with him coming to me and sharing, but for some reason all I could remember was the face and his long hair, upon waking. I had no idea on how to find him or even what all he looked like.
I met a false Twin Flame in 2004, which set me back. This man quickly had denounced things and even said he went to God to break the bond, I let it all go eventually, painful that that was.
At the end of the summer in 2019, after not having the sharing dream in quite some time and very sad, I had another dream, again when I needed it the most. Except this time, when we shared, upon waking I panicked because I felt maybe I made a mistake as this time the person I shared with, even though he felt the same, did not look the same. I was heartbroken, sobbed for over an hour afterwards and was upset that I had shared possibly with someone else by accident. (come to find out in January 2020, he had cut his hair and looked completely different in 2019).
In September/October 2019, ( I confirmed later he said September to me and I looked back in records and saw a first contact I think of October.) I had also said to God that enough was enough, please tell me a name. And I got upon waking the name Richard. I did not know any Richard's, only one from grade school years ago and I was not interested. So I left the name portion until January 2020.
That December 2019, I was at breaking point, got to thinking about things that he was never going to show up, and I was very very sad at Christmas time. I had asked that January just out loud and I was given a message that I already knew him. So it had me thinking. I checked my facebook and looked for every Richard I could find. I think there were 2. I visited the page of the first and did not get the feeling it was him, but when I went to the other acct, there were a few pictures. And the one that hit me hard, and I mean hard, as in I can't believe it hard. Was a picture of a face with just the nose and the eyes. I was so awestruck, and kept trying to talk myself out of things in sheer disbelief. I asked him like 3 or 4 times in a message, if he knew me. Of course I had no picture of myself online what-so-ever and so he had to go by instinct. I think he already knew. And within a very very short period of time, he was on a train and bus from the West coast to the East coast to come to me. His story has since changed over the past 5 months (with some denial and events), but the original story was he was coming to live with me, he loved me (he said it first, the words 'I Love You' randomly in a post, he was also the one to call me his Twin Flame, and he asked me to marry him. I put this as a tentative date before he left his home at about Jan 6, 2020.
There is way more to this story, but Universe stepped in and did not allow us to meet. No happy meeting, he got stuck in a city he didn't know, thought he could walk 2 1/2 hours (by car) to me in the cold, He had an event on the train, and then on the way home he had 2 events on a bus, one the bus had a huge car accident on the highway and the other a priest lied and said he lit up on the bus, in which he got thrown off the bus, about 200 miles from his home. And things kept seemingly going down hill since then. For me, the engine blew on my min-van and I had no transportation to get to him, had lined up a friend whom he could have called to pick him up, but he chose not to, and that night I was looking at some of his fb pages he had and I found content that went against my grain completely and my friends were telling me to get rid of him (no one understood the twin flame path), so I had reluctantly blocked him that night and went to bed crying without any sleep and yes we were talking telepathically by then, I kept saying over and over in my head all night, I am not listening to you, go away, repeatedly. Again, there is much more here, that I cannot explain atm. So Universe and God decided it was not meant for us to meet up at this time. This was one of the most difficult times ever. He went home and said he was never coming back.
We went through tower moments, and I have been following the tarot mostly the entire 5 months or less since then. Being ghosted, gaslighted, and much more. He ended up with extremely bad fortune the entire time. I did block him one more time, and my guides told me to undo that, so I did and never did it again. He tried to remove me as a friend and block me a number of times. But yet I was drawn to him and he was drawn back to me.
Over a month, maybe two months or so, in 5D one Sunday night and Monday night, he asked me to marry him and I did. This is in 5D and I do not remember all the details, just the feeling I got when I woke, and the purest feeling of divine bliss for two straight days and lingering further. The 5D and I were in union.
At some point not too long ago, in a wake state early morning, I noticed a huge layered upside down triangle come down and they told me they had to take the 5D away, and this was after the 5D telling my psychic friend in an in body visit, that 5D would never be taken away from me ever, and that both his higher (5D) and his 3D both loved me very deeply.) So the Angels took him up and away and he called out to me saying that they both love me very much. Then some Angels came down and surrounded me, to tell me that this was necessary and that every thing would be ok. It broke my heart that 5D was taken away, and it was not either of ours choices. But it was necessary as 3D was not listening or doing what he needed to.
This does not lead into today yet, but I think I will leave it here now. This has been a roller coaster of a journey. Much is happening at night these days in the 5D, but 3D is the one coming to me.
This is my story, although not complete here by any means, I have much more written down. But it is just amazing. No we have never met, but we have talked by phone before, not in months though, and I have heard his voice in messages online as well as he speaks on posts and in messages from time to time as well. He even helps to moderate a group of mine, which is amazing fun. When both of us are online and working together, the amazing draw of other people to us, the amount of activity and conversations blossom, and the gift of working together is very evident to me, and I believe he is starting to see again. With Covid, we are still apart by West and East coasts. And with more of this journey of ups and downs, at the moment I am ghosted and on silent treatment, although he monitors my acct in silent mode, so I am still being watched daily and have been for months. I was told by a reading today, that this silence is for a good reason(s) and that he is working on the communication. See ever since this Jan non meet up, communication where we get what each other says, has been lost, and they are working on rebuilding that. So there you have it, a very unique experience of the Twin Flames. We are also Starseeds and have interesting gifts as well. (Some dreams and happenings to all of this as well).😊😎