So I’m wondering if anyone else resonates with this. I always see comments on the YouTube reading videos about how people were already in some sort of an intimate relationship with their twin flame but my story is a bit different. We work together, barely communicate outside of work and if we do it’s usually somehow related to work. When I first met him the moment I shook his hand I got this strange feeling of meeting someone familiar. I remember walking away from that meeting asking myself where I might have met him before. I just knew he would play a very important role in my life. He’s married with kids and quite a bit older than me. There has never been anything inappropriate between us and we’ve never even touched besides that one handshake. Yet the 2 of us could talk for hours about anything. Every time we talk I walk away with this insanely euphoric feeling. His energy is insanely positive with me even though as a person he can be a bit negative sometimes. It’s the exact opposite of me actually, I’m overly positive. We are also very similar in a lot of ways. People at work have actually pointed this out also. The eye contact between us is a literal mind fuck (excuse the language) but I can’t explain it differently. He stares into my eyes like he knows there’s more to this. Every time he makes a joke in a meeting he looks always at me first with a giant grin on his face. I also can’t help but stare at him. I see myself when I look at him. I have only learned of the twin flame concept in the last year. Since I met him I went through an insane transformation as a person. My 10 year relationship fell apart, I lost about 50 lbs and everything in my life started moving in the right direction after that dark time. In that hell somewhere he was always in the back of my mind. I think of him all the time. I’m very attracted to him physically even though he’s not even close to being my type and judging by the way his spouse looks like I’m not his type either. To anyone outside of this community this would sound insane but in reading about twin flames I know for sure this is it. He’s my other half. I’m actually ok with us not being together, I want him to be happy. He’s hinted several times at not being very happy in his marriage but he mostly sticks to talking about his kids which are his life. I just want to know that I’m not insane lol...does anyone else have a similar situation where you have this person in your life that you know is your twin yet the two of you have never expressed any feelings for each other?
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not similar but great story. I'm sure it's difficult
Yes. My twin and I have never even touched, only eye contact. When we first met through a mutual friend the first time we spoke over the phone lasted a couple hours. Like a sense of knowing each other. We were set up on a date, but I never went. I was with my ex of 9 years, whom I left in January. During the time i was in the process of leaving my ex we spoke for maybe almost two months. Every time we would try to meet he started to run. Then when we discussed feelings and life we would trigger each other. I didn’t realize at the time that I was triggering him. When i started getting visions of his life and synchs before we even met I knew of twin flames, but not exactly how life changing it would be. So yes I can relate to you. We have not touched only eye contact.
I can totally relate. Almost identical story actually, a touch of a hand was all. We communicate on rare occasions through songs. We are being watched and cant communicate any real truth. So through 5d/ and occasional song telepathy. It is so frustrating. When I do get to see him at work, I feel like I just got off a rollercoaster ride. Every time. I basically loose all control when i see him too much and tried to contact him when I know I shouldn’t. And now towers are coming all around me. I know I have to surrender all control but I am having a difficult time doing that.
I have similar story with a twist. I am a lesbian (out for 33 yrs) and extremely outgoing, outspoken and spiritually strong. I have been reading Tarot since 2002. I got out of a long term relationship in 2010; moved back to my hometown. In my old Tarot journals since about 2011, the Q of Pentacles kept popping up and I would write “who is this”? Fast forward, in 2016 landed my dream job which I’m still in. I meet a female 13 yrs younger at work. When we met, I knew I was connected to her and instantly also physically attracted to her. We bonded at first through work projects (about 6 months) then started hanging out more outside of work. We are so close, colleagues call her my work wife. Mid-year 2017, she shared with me that she was separated from her husband. Fast forward, we grew very close and became BFF’s and I am very close to her two kids. She divorced and still identifies as heterosexual. We have never been intimate, but I tried to kiss her one night and she ran for about 3 days. Came back determined we would remain friends, but would and has never asked me who I’m dating (ironic, huh?). i started dating a soul mate a couple of yrs ago and it’s very on and off b/c I’m way into my TF. At this point, TF is confused, we are visiting each other emotionally and sexually in the 5D, I’ve surrendered and I’m ascending, she is now experiencing Towers and we see each other about 2x week (like family) 3D and I have pulled away to take care of me/heal. I felt her intensity for the connection get stronger last yr and learned about TF connection through Tarot group. Now everything is making sense. We are technically on year 3, almost 4 of the journey. She apologized for hurting me after telling me she loves me, but is dating a male karmic. It’s so incredibly challenging when it’s your best friend. I struggle understanding the Divine Feminine surrender vs the Divine Feminine you are always connected....the 3D part of this is painful.