My DM was admitted to the psychiatry ward recently (nasty karmic situation) and it about ripped my heart right out of my chest. I could not stop thinking about him.
One day I decided to go for a drive. I got on the freeway and just started driving not knowing where I was going to end up. I think somewhere along the road I made a decision that I was going to find him and I turned everything over to my intuition blindly trusting that I would find him.
That's when I started to hear an old friend's voice in my head. I decided not to disregard. I took a very random exit and realized I had taken an exit near an apartment where she used to live. I had been driving for over an hour and this just seemed to be more than a coinicidence. I drove past her old apartment complex and eventually came to a stop sign. My heart started to beat out of my chest at this point. I felt this very heavy need to make a decision: turn right or go straight. Trusting my intuition, I turned right.
I about died. There right out my window was the mental health hospital he was staying at. It knocked the breath right out of me and I was in total disbelief. I was in a completely unfamiliar area that I had only been to once or twice. I had never seen the hospital before. I went straight to him with no detours based off of pure intuition. I felt him calling for me.
I immediately sent a message to my friend who's voice I heard and asked her how she was doing. She answered back within minutes that she had just been thinking about me. It can't be a coincidence, right?
We are in a separation with very limited contact. Is this all for nothing? I feel absolutely crazy. Help.