I went to hear a musician perform last night and git all in the feels and emailed my twin. The song Tupelo Honey by Van Morrison will do that. Based on a conversation we had in December and what I am seeing in the collective I suspect he’s close to or in a full on tower. But I regret breaking no contact with my twin who is in hermit mode and I feel like I am back in the chasing energy. Just venting more than anything! This journey isn’t for wimps lol.
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Sometimes I do feel like we are all held. I've figured that this journey is mostly based on patience and so we are constantly tested on how we respect the separation
I agree. Whenever I catch myself talking badly (I've been pretty badly hurt and left in a bad way) I catch myself... And change the energy of the conversation... He's learning. And I respect that. No judgement. Unconditional love... We've all been there. We are all learning. Having resentment leaves me stuck.
OMG.. I did the same thing, I got all nostalgic and sent him a text this morning. It’s ok, you’re in you’re truth, authentically. Don’t judge or come down on yourself for you how you felt/feel or how you may have expressed it. The heart has a mind of its own, especially on this journey. Who knows, Spirit may have moved you to do so because he may have really needed that email at the exact time you sent it or whenever he receives it. Continue to send him love while showing yourself even more love! I mean he is you, and you are him! Hugs💞
Stay strong 💪🏻. Every time you want to get in, remember what YOUR PURPOSE is. Aside from your twin. Keep on your solo journey and he will come. If not, then know God kept him from your life for a reason. Level up sister!
This has been my story for the last 6 weeks, I'm strong, I'm compassionate, I reach out, I regret it. I agree with Ethiopian Queen, don't judge yourself. Know your truth, stand by it, stay humble and flexible.
I have let my twin know that I’m going no contact. I didn‘t want to just ghost him before going NC. I have a deadline of May 1 to go on a complete 6 month TF detox and working solely on my spiritual path and my goals and priorities. I am going to do my best to stop checking social media and obsessing about my twin. I‘ve spent the past year digging into the TF journey and I need a break, both spiritually and energetically.