I have finally come out of the energy of not meeting new guys. However, every guy resembles my DM or has the exact same interests, is from the same state my DM is from, and the synchronicities go on. It just makes it even harder not to think of him. It happens every single time. I don’t know why this is?
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Thank you. This journey is brad new. Technically I was being prepaid over a year ago, but the actually meeting/speaking started end of September 2019. I’m still learning so much about myself and my twin. We haven’t even touched, kissed, nothing. Stupid face time ruined the initial physical meeting. Nothing bad has happened either. He ran when I started disclosing my visions about his past and the fact that I was developing strong feelings for him. We haven’t spoke since right before Christmas.
13 years of this journey! Wow! Are you in physical union? I have let go of that. I know we are always in union in 5D.
I have been shown by spirit to write him a letter explaining my side of things, but I’m still hesitant to reach out to send it to him. He has unblocked me on social media sorta. I see his account, but he deleted all posts or just hid his storyline from me? I can reach out through calling/texts I’m just confused. I love him so much.
Ok I’m reaching out right now. Aaaah!
He never technically blocked me. The iMessages would still go through as texts. He would block me right after, then the next day unblock me. This is how it has been. I just stopped reaching out.
I haven’t pressed send on the text yet. My stomach is in knots
Oh boy. It went through, he read it, then blocked me. Hahaha oh lord. I’m used to it by now.
I just smile and laugh. It’s like my twin runs away and my false twin tells me he loves me. Why lol?!
He is part of my trauma bonding cycle that I haven’t all the way released. It’s hard because he has been here for over 8 years. We are friends. Maybe I cannot even be friends with him anymore? Idk?
I am beyond ready. I left Karmic of 9 years after Christmas. For my new life, healing, and for my DM. Mainly for myself, but my DM was in my mind of course. How could they not be in our minds. They are pests sometimes lol! JK!
Looks like he won’t be reading my letter anytime soon. Oh man. Idk why, but I feel such a sense of relief. This was a good thing. I feel better now about continuing to move on. Blessing in disguise. Still lobe him of course.
It truly is. This last full moon in Leo has me in my feels. My moon rising is Leo and I’m a Pisces which is next. Bring it on hehe!
Mine is a Gemini so is my FT.
@kristinjimenez777 Here is my vision as a masculine.. I fully understand what you are experiencing because it's a part of the journey. Preserving so much for our divine counterpart, becomes really tricky, especially when we don't have the opportunity to fully experience a real relationship with our respective person. (few months ago, I've been connected with a Feminine energy, who was cruising in the wonder of life... I knew she wasn't my DF, but I even knew that somehow there was a soul purpose to accomplish between us. I felt similarity in her, and I received strong signs of what it looked like to be the presence of my DF, as she was supervising the process. I don't know how I've done it, but I was able to heal this feminine, and during this process, she almost got crazy for thinking that I was her actual DM.) I respected her feelings, and I made my peaceful way out of her life right when she got back up to her true DM. Not too long ago she clearly sent a powerful appreciation message, and I felt like my DF was saying to me: "can you believe, in our potential now?“ Your divine Masculine is present, he is reality and the way you feel, tells you more than that. Everything is well guided, and If we fell a connection, don't worry we'll repeat the lesson until we come into fully power over our connection. Light and blessing ❤️
As a masculine do you get visions of your counterpart and see synchs?
Vision, chills, I end up all smiling, I just get to be in complete love, a baby kind of love and it's the most powerful sensation.. Happiness attracts everything we've always desired, but obviously often times I end up on taking too much out of the connection and this turns into a feeling of separation that usually previously comes before a tower moment. Learning now as a DM to take just what I receive and nothing more, (trying to overcome my greed for love)
As in taking energy from us DFs? I feel my twin used to do that. I haven’t allowed it recently, until two days ago. I saw he was in a lot of pain so I gave in and allowed it.
I thought for the longest time my FT was my DM. As far as meeting other men that resemble him, just leaves me extremely confused at the moment. Hopefully I will gain clarity soon.
Ah, I see. I thought I was feeling his energy of sadness. Not a taking of mine. Gotcha.
It’s happening too me as well. I’m figuring there is more healing that has to be done before meeting a brand new love.