Hi, I'm Tomoko. I met my twin 5 years ago after graduating from high school. We are both each other's first love. I don't know how to describe this feeling. The past five years are full of laugh and tear. Every time we try to adjust ourselves and contact with each other, we fail in the end. Connect and split, connect and split....It's like an endless loop that traps us forever. This year I started to heard about Twin Flame and realized that this is exactly what we've been through in the past five years. I woke up by then.
My friends and parents cannot understand me at all. They think I'm wasting my life on a very irresponsible guy. I was so confused at first because I cannot resist it even though I tried so hard to do so. No matter we are connecting with each other or not, in my mind he is always there. I love him so much like he is part of my soul.
Now, I don't know if we are on the union path. I watched the daily message every day and I feel like we are heading to the split ending. He's planning his wedding right now even though he's not happy. He becomes absolutely quiet to me and hasn't communicated with me for a very long time. IDK. If there is plan B, I hope it can be less painful.