hi my name is Erika I met my TF 24 yrs ago without knowing he was my TF. He reached out to me this year via FB at the end of Feb after losing touch 10 years ago. He doesn’t know we are in this journey. But love him more than I can explain and that was what bought me to my awakening 1 1/2 month ago. Haven’t heard from him ever since his stranded wife found out we were talking and asked their kids to talk to him so they could work things out. it’s been a month the struggle has been real. I’m very thankful for the blessing of been part of this community but confuses me the fact that we are awaken to this TF journey but yet most of us are not even with our twins. I pray every day for guidance, I meditate and have gone thru the dark of souls lately. I’m also very thankful for the strength I have been given thru the years for me to deal with this but I’m still trying to find my purpose If is not to be with my counterpart fulfilling our mission as TF, what is my purpose. I'm 😞 so confused.