I walked away from my DM 3 months ago. There has been back and forth pretty much since we met 2 years ago.... There are control issues on both our parts, co-dependency issues on both our parts; and a tonne of fear surrounding abandonment on both our parts. And we are both Sagittarius... Enough said.... I had to walk away for my own sanity. But also for his... He contacted me 3 weeks ago and I have been upside down since. We are both confused about the connection, but he wanted to maintain contact at almost an acquaintance level. All on his terms. And yeah no.... I can't. And he doesn't understand. He thinks I am being selfish. And that led me to feeling like I needed to justify myself. In come the triggers and misunderstandings. Wash, rinse, repeat... Very long story short, he blocked me today (at my request) and I left an online community that we share a hobby in that he runs (we did it together for a while but he 'fired' me over a personal issue so I took a big step back)... And now he is not happy with me... I was standing in my truth. I am... But upon reflection, I was also projecting my crap on him... Big time. And I wish I could take it back... I feel like my heart is a cement block. It hurts to breathe. But more concerning... I feel intense fear... And I don't know why. It actually hurts.... Can anyone relate? Can anyone enlighten? Can anyone send me some 💚? Cause I could really use some support right now.