Rabbit holes. Yup. These last few months have been filled with them. Rabbit holes, land mines, whatever. I released my connection with my twin in February. Sent him a video and that was it. Stopped feeling his energy, but then I met someone else who’s energy was very, very similar to my DM’s. So much, in fact, that it had me questioning EVERYTHING. Is who I thought was my DM, only a catalyst? If he is my DM, who is this guy? Why is the energy so similar? Well, we started seeing each other on the regular and the connection is astounding. He acknowledges the connection openly with me, and I can safely say that I’ve never experienced a connection like this, except with my twin. I’m still under the impression that he’s a high level SM, but still not 100%. All I know is I feel safe and vulnerable at the same time. Never felt that way with someone before. It scares yet intrigues me at the same time. A little while later, he went silent. Thought he ghosted. Triggered me just like when my twin did the same, which triggered my first awakening. Sent me down all sorts of roads, and slightly descending into madness. All a misunderstanding, and it’s fine now. But, man, so confused. I feel the energy between us intensifying almost daily. But, now my DM’s energy is also returning. Dreams, number sequences, seeing his name, astral interactions; it’s all coming back. Guys, wtf. 😅
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I believe this is all part of the ascension process. I have no doubt in my mind who my twin is. He is the person who ignited my spiritual growth. Every guy I meet resembles him in some way, whether or positive or not. However, I also believe that god send us people so we can learn respect, self love, vulnerability, etc. sounds like that’s who this man is to you. Maybe he is part of your own personal growth, so we as divine feminine’s can learn to accept real love. Idk just a thought.