Messages. Sometimes I wonder if I am the DM? I ran initially, but then I tried to see him and he wouldn’t see me. I was still with my ex and that’s why. Maybe he didn’t want to invest at the chance of me never keeping my promise and leaving my ex. Thing is I did leave my ex. I scared him with my feelings, but maybe I ran too at the thought of how real it can be? Thinking about it right now and I can be all in with love and moments I can be distant and aloof. Today has been full of emotions. I can feel his energy and we are both definitely questioning everything in our life when it comes to what is real Love.