I get it, you are going through shit. So are we. It’s so selfish to want readings, advice or connection from you. But I do miss your guidance and I hope you are taking care of you!! I released my twin. Walked away to work on me. Okay if I never saw him again. Happy with my life, happy being single. I was finally in such a great head space and soul space. Vibing high in whatever will be will be in ALL aspects of life....then BOOM. Kick to the crotch tower moment!!! Just sends me spiraling!! I still do NOT want him in my life. I recognize him as a definite NPD!! Toxic!! Was just using me fir a free ride for 11 years. He cheated on me with his best buddies girlfriend and is living with her on her dime! Karmic? TF? My guides tell me TF, but I no longer want him. So my question is, if I’m ok walking this journey alone, WHY do these tower moments continue?? And I mean not little ones!!! I’ve had to overcome cancer, TWICE!! Once in 2015 and again 2019. I lost my business and got financially wiped out due to a flood. I’ve been battling the insurance company for over 7 years with promises from my lawyers of a large settlement. They called today and are now advising me to settle for less than 1/5th of my claim. While they are taking over 30% of the original ask!! Basically leaves me with nothing and out $265,000.00. What on earth do any of these tower moments have to do with my journey?? Or maybe they don’t and my life just sucks??!!