Yesterday I was feeling very helpless about things with my DM. About 3 months ago I sent him an email thanking him for triggering growth in me and letting him go accepting things as they are. He immediately reacted in anger and we have not spoken since. I was trying to keep hopeful but I worry that I'm just crazy or obsessed with someone that never felt the same way about me.
While feeling triggered and upset I went to his IG to see what he was up to (bad I know) and found he had shared a video of him singing "Sugar We're Going Down." This was weird because a friend had just shared a meme on FB earlier that day with the song and commented on it with one of my favorite lyrics from that song, "wishing to be the friction in your jeans." So here I am crying and upset because I miss him and wish we could just see each other; I decide to go get a snack from a nearby store (emotional eater over here like whoa) and no word of a lie, I turn on the radio, change the station because wasn't feeling the song playing on that station to another saved station... and I kid you not, that fucking song "Sugar We're Going Down" was playing.
There are so many other syncs I could share, but this one really shook me up. Thoughts?
Hello. How many signs does one need? Everyone says the best way to deal with painful separation is to get busy doing ''You''. As a DF we are the lighthouse, showing the way. Nothing wrong with reaching out (in small doses-eg think homeopathically small is most effective!) DM loves you unconditionally at his bottom. DMs are male energy and can react at the drop of a hat. Don't sulk and hold grudges, and don't fall into fear energy....I know cos i have been on my path to True Love since July 2018. Cried buckets, yelled and ranted at him, threw a glass of wine at him! Ya know- us girls like some drama in out Love Lives. Passion! But back to basic suggestion if you so wish to hear...do you! Love yourself, focus on your Life. He will feel the energy shift off him (Think what it would feel like to have a light permanently on, sometimes we all like some darkness....) and begin to wonder...''where did she go?'' on an energetic level...and probably in 3D as well. Be the Prize worth fighting for, old Wisdom about the Game of Love is probably Time Honored. Anyway hope this helps! best wishes and Divine Love to you!
Thank you, thank you, thank you for the reminder! I've been on the journey for a while now, knew when I met him about 6 or 7 years ago there was something special... I remember looking at him while walking away from me (not bad, just the image) and a voice in my head saying, "I don't know what but we are meant to do *something* together." We worked side by side and had a great flow between us... and then I admitted to him I had a crush on him... cue: runner/chaser dynamic. The initial separation came relatively easy after being in his presence for a month or two after my confession when he was completely closed off and doing hurtful things; I accepted it and I moved on. I thought of him occasionally but nothing obsessive. Then after my dad died last year and I was in a very very dark night of the soul, he started coming back to me in dreams. I kept asking why I kept thinking of him and let him go with the last full moon of 2019 (and several other full moons since then). I kept thinking the Universe was urging me to reach out. So I did, and again, there was no reciprocation, no interest in conversation. Finally I sent that email because I could no longer hold on to the pain. I keep trying to stay focused on myself and have been doing fairly well but still have moments of weakness. I keep trying to surrender it all to the Universe and having faith in an outcome for the highest good of all. I really appreciate your reminder and message.
The syncs on this journey our downright crazy, especially though music. I remember he returned to work after leaving (had a new job as a recruiter and came in to bring us a candidate) but I had no idea he was coming until he was already there. The day before he returned, on my walk after work while listening to pop music... Spotify played a suggested song from a screamo band (very weird for the play list I was listening to, but music my DM and I really enjoy). This song literally said everything I wanted to say to him and I burst out crying on the walk. Here are just a few of the lyrics: "What a waste, I see you now and then/But mostly we pretend/We're not more strangers than we're friends" then "Why can't we say the things, the things we wish we would?/Why can't we laugh the way, the way we know we should?/Fall under the weight of all the pressure that's misplaced" and finally " I'll be the one, I'll be your spark/I'll be your light led through the darkness." I wish I could share more of these syncs with people because it's truly magical, but when I mention it, they kind of get that "you're crazy" look on their face.
thank you for using me as a sounding board! I feel the same, of course I do! what is the name of the song? I have slowed down a lot lately, while all my friends and family are cracking up. Haha . just the way GOD PLANS it. Guided by Angels is my GO-To, soul family place. I liked this woman, but left a few months ago. Suddenly she has popped up again. where is he now? your DM? Mine is an Alcoholic Aborigine! hahaha GOD has a great sense of fun. Yes the signs are all there. No one is perfect, I just sent my DM 2 txts this am, ''Trumped'' and ''I want to get drunk with you.'' ;-( . hahaha.
The reason why I like Guided by Angels is she and her DM are in Union. his site is Blue Ice Tarot. maybe Madame Pisces would benefit from her too. have a FUN DAY.
I love Guided by Angels! She has so many readings though I try to limit myself because I could listen to her all day. My DM lives in the same state, the town next to the one I moved to in February after I broke up with a gentleman that was a lesson (total repeat of my marriage, down to having to leave two kitties behind) - obviously I didn't learn that lesson. My DM has also battled addictions on his journey... which has helped inspire me to face my own. The song was called "Bullfight" by A Day To Remember. My DM also introduced me to a band called PVRIS ("Paris") who released a new album this year called Use Me Talk about music that relates to the twin flame journey. I highly recommend checking them out. One song that really resonates for me is "Anyone Else." Bring tissues. They also a new song called "Thank You." I used to say the Universe was fucking with me but now I just giggle at all the syncs.
The word "patience" haunts me. I remember my DM once telling me that I was really patient. Now all the messages I hear about patience I think "OK OK UNIVERSE! PATIENCE! DIVINE TIMING!" Reminds me of another PVRIS song "Hallucinations."
I will listen to your music TOMORROW! it's nearly 10 and Ive been up since 3am.....and I will reply properly if I find this post again! Dog Tired. Blessings and TF love d+++