Yesterday I was feeling very helpless about things with my DM. About 3 months ago I sent him an email thanking him for triggering growth in me and letting him go accepting things as they are. He immediately reacted in anger and we have not spoken since. I was trying to keep hopeful but I worry that I'm just crazy or obsessed with someone that never felt the same way about me.
While feeling triggered and upset I went to his IG to see what he was up to (bad I know) and found he had shared a video of him singing "Sugar We're Going Down." This was weird because a friend had just shared a meme on FB earlier that day with the song and commented on it with one of my favorite lyrics from that song, "wishing to be the friction in your jeans." So here I am crying and upset because I miss him and wish we could just see each other; I decide to go get a snack from a nearby store (emotional eater over here like whoa) and no word of a lie, I turn on the radio, change the station because wasn't feeling the song playing on that station to another saved station... and I kid you not, that fucking song "Sugar We're Going Down" was playing.
There are so many other syncs I could share, but this one really shook me up. Thoughts?