I'm in no contact again. This time I think for good for a while anyways. Until healing has manifested real change in both of us. I'm also good if it never happens cause it is so damn intense. I am a DF, even though I am a man. My twin has always run and isn't spiritual, or at least she won't say she is. Every time I have separated or stopped communication I get really overly compassionate and try to bring some warmth into the situation and then it has the opposite effect of what would be good, so I think this time I will stick it out. Healing for both of us is paramount. Alot of this journey is counterintuitive to what I would normally do, so there is a big learning curve for me. But I so want to get better at this. Anyways, Power to the healing and no contact.
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Thank you, I am new to the journey having only met my twin in October. Your story is very intense and you have shown great strength
@Jeannette crack me up!
The in and out is a common theme (I definitely have that going on with mine). It is a process and one of the things that has worked for me is the Ancient Hawaiian Practice of Forgiveness as it allowed me to release any negative energy in which I feel. I'm certain you've heard the saying that we must forgive ourselves in order to forgive others. From my own experience (I know everyone's journey is different), I've had to "mute" my twin (but I can still reach out and check if I wanted to) on the 3D, but she has been coming through on the 5D not just in dreams, but also in songs and sometimes the forms of a Starbucks barista (who knows my order...LOL). It is best to take it one step at a time and always remember that some things require isolation. Your twin may be doing this to protect you, it could be that the connection is very intense (mine is and it's why I had to put boundaries between me and my twin), or it could be that they are afraid of hurting you. Right now, it may feel confusing but the further you advance on this journey, you will see that it was necessary to experience. It took me all the way from last year (early Jan when I connected with my twin on the 3D and met her again) to this past NYE to understand why I went through DNOTS, Seperation, and all the trials I experienced. There are also guided meditations that can assist you with healing and releasing if you are open to it. This process is up to you and how much you want to fix things not with your twin, but with yourself. It took me months to finally stop checking on my twin, and it was not easy. Self discipline is a difficult ability to master, but it is not impossible. I believe in you and I know you can do it. Love and Light <3 )o(