I'm in no contact again. This time I think for good for a while anyways. Until healing has manifested real change in both of us. I'm also good if it never happens cause it is so damn intense. I am a DF, even though I am a man. My twin has always run and isn't spiritual, or at least she won't say she is. Every time I have separated or stopped communication I get really overly compassionate and try to bring some warmth into the situation and then it has the opposite effect of what would be good, so I think this time I will stick it out. Healing for both of us is paramount. Alot of this journey is counterintuitive to what I would normally do, so there is a big learning curve for me. But I so want to get better at this. Anyways, Power to the healing and no contact.