Hello, I’m new to the forum but love Divine Pisces 222 on YouTube and have been following her awesome videos for some time so I’m grateful for these truths 🙏🏻 I can’t stop these obsessive intrusive thoughts about my DM; they consume my days and nights and although we’ve been in contact mostly via email for years, its a very complicated situation involving family and it’s not been the right timing for us to be together without the wrath of others’ judgement and criticism. He blows hot and cold with me but then we have these source synchronisations in the 5D and when I reveal these to him, he’s almost nonchalant and in denial about how deep and strange our connection is. The fact that I know he loves me but is holding back is so maddening I feel myself falling apart on a daily basis. I know this is a toxic cycle we’re in and I need to release my paranoid all-consuming controlling grip on it, yet try as I might I can’t seem to break free of the pain of his rejection, despite knowing how he loves me. How can I start living my life as ME again and stop feeling so bloody crazy??!?